At work

I love my job. I guess all jobs are never perfect. I love coming to work. The cooks generally get along, the servers ususal get along. Why is there so much fucking shit at work though. Every day there is fucknig drama. She said that, thats not good, it was their fault, not mine. STFU. We cook for 50 residents. how hard can that be. Something is aways fucking wrong. Why? IT seems when ever the Chef is there everything is fine. I feel something that when he isnt there something is always wrong. He been at his job for god knows how long. lol god.

It seems that Im the only employee at work sometimes. Like last sunday. I was "Omelet Boy". I made omelets and waffles for people. I was doing more than that. I was surving coffee, and run into the kitchen for shit. I had no help at all. the servers were sitting talking to the people while it was busy and the other cook was sleeping in the kitchen or fucking off somewhere. I got so fucking pissed I almost said fuck it and left. I had 10 orders going, 1 butane gas burner going and no fucking help.

Other times its the same shit. I have to clean fucking everything. At the end of the night, I clean the entire kitchen and lock up shit while the other guy who plates the food has only to clean his part of the line. He thinks he is a fucking manager or something. fuck that shit, he hasnt even graduated yet. When the chef isnt there he makes a fucking mess and at the end of the night i got to clean the mess he made in that part of the kitchen. fuck no , not anymore. shit is going to change. He work and moves slow, Im running my ass of trying to get shit done for dinner while he talks to the servers sitting down in the other room. once some alarm went off for a person that needed help. He was like wtf i need to help! WTf are you doing, your not a fuckin EMT. get your fucknig ass back in the kitchen and help me finish this dinner. ANd wtf is your problem, why do you live the kitchen right before dinner service. dinner starts at 5pm you leave and make me do all the last minute shit around 4:30pm. fucking bullshit. thats going to stop also.

Ive heard from a server Ive never heard before. I have great work ethics. I was kind of suprized to hear that, at the same time I was like fucking finally someone noticed how fucking hard I work, and said something about it. I run around working fast to get shit done. I work hard I want shit done. I like to get shit done, finish a task before I take a break. Thats me, thats how I work. I am highly motivated. Theres something in me that is a special skill that I dont see in other people. Its highly bothering me, but I want to but it to work, but I dont really know how. I see things way differerntly, but I tend not to talk about it because of I think people might think im weird or something. But I listen to what they say and it makes no fucking sence, and Im right on the money. Im going to show this world something they have never seen before. It will be a great wonderful thing.

I think i cant let it out is because Im forced and told what to do. I cant make dishes and cook the way I want to. I see things differently than my chef does. but yet I learn so much from him. and especialy from watching cooking shows. Ive seen shit that people on the other side of the world would call that chef a god. Anthony Bourdains show shows and teachs me things. things I cant explain.

holy shit ive learned so much from starting culinary school to now.

back to shit at work. in all we are like a big family at where I work. The dining staff is a big family. we have are bad days, problems, conflicts, happy times, fucking funny times, and god damn "That just happened" moments. I love my job and I cant wait for it to get busier and I do more things on my own.

people with food

fucking americans. you dont know shit about food. fuck you with your proccessed bullshit. your to fucknig lazy to cook, so you buy frozen , or microwave shit all the time. you think fucking fast food tastes so good. your fucking fat cus you got money to stuff your face with that bullshit you call food. You cry about how restaurant and fine dining is to expensive. You stupid fucker, there is a reason why fast food and frozen , microwave shit is so cheap. restaurants and fine dining is what real food is. god is so hard to explain. you all are so into cheap crap. you dont even know what real food is. you never had a real meal in your life. My old roomates only ate frozen shit and cook in oven premade foods. anywhere else in the world people cook with fresh stuff and dont even own a microwave or oven they dont need it.

I want to find a way that americans can finally stop consuming fast food, frozen shit, processed junk, etc and start eating fresh. fuck you, you fucknig stupid lazy ass housewife for feeding your family premade or frozen food. Your killing this countries cuisine and making american tongue lazy for shitty foods. People fucking think taco bell tastes good? WHY???? god damn fuckers, get in your kitchen and make some fucking tacos yourself bitch! I want give people a way to eat fresh, real, unfuckedwith, food like they do in Europe for a price people wont say , "wtf why would I ever pay $50 for a entree." I want this country to wake the fuck up. Should I be the first one to lead this country into a new era of eatting food. I want them to look at me and have then toss out all the canned, frozen, premade, processed shit and only buy fresh. How will I do this. and cheaply. Ive been thinking about this for a long time now.

I eat at great restaurants in atlanta. expensive but fucking good. Now after moving out of my parents house for a few years, I now live outside the city. People are so different from Atlanta. The way they spend money, the way the dress, the SHIT they eat. AND THE BIGGEST FUCKING THIS THAT PISSED ME OFF IS HOW THEY DONT KNOW ABOUT GOOD FOOD. they fucking think Olive Garden, Applebees and fucknig, my friend who finished culinary school. He fucking thinks that Waffle House has fucking great food. OMFG. He will never be a real chef. I have tasted fucknig great food, worked in great restaurant and know how a restaurant runs. Living out here, away from the city, people dont know much about food. they think im some preppy cus where I grew up. WTF. its not like I had a choice to be born with parents who fucking studied there asses off and went to medical school for 8- 1o years to become who they are now. with decades of experince behind them. Mother fuckers, Im using that change I got to make a career that my parents gave to me. A change to try great fucking food. Sure its fucking expensive , You could cook the fucking same thing in your own kitchen if you didnt stuff your face with that Big Mac you fat fuck.

I want Change in this country now. I dont think americans like change. Would they eat something fresh and good for you if It costs the same thing as a Big Mac. Is thier taste buds gone forever on grease, fat, and bland foods. They just eat it because its cheap, fills them up, and "tastes good".

What I dont get is how the fucking Food network has show about teaching people how to cook and great ideas on cooking. But now they have this housewife that cooks with halfass ingredients and prepackage foods, to make it look like its freshly made. WTF. thats fucking bullshit. thats all against what you make the network food. Semi-Homemade tv show on Foodnetwork should be taken off the air. And the biggest thing on that channel is that how they fucking advertise frozen, or microwave meals by using commericals for food products on food network. fucking lame asses.

some thoughts

Its harder than I thought to write down what Im thinking. I think so much faster than I type. I tend to forget or get destracted on what I was just thinking about. Ideas about business. I could write until I fall asleep at my keyboard. Will people actually read this. I feel better now that I have the freedom to type whatever I want without have a fucking idiot saying bullshit back at me, and making angry because he or she doesnt get it. Whatever I say maybe not be true or those people not be right. But I see people talk about god and jesus way to much. Its impossible for god to exist. The universe in infinite and matter is infinitly small. how could something, someone. wtf, could create a universe. and all matter. Im sitting here asking myself why am I typing this shit. Who cares, if god exists or not. I dont fucking care. I watch so many documentaries and shit on space, evolution, advanced physics. education will tell you that your a fucking idiot if you believe in that shit about god exists.

About this blog

This blog tells about whats on my mind at any given time. I think about a lot of stuff. I think about many things but I never write down my ideas. I have so many ideas and thoughts about life, food, and anything else. I will write with no format. I will write free flowing and just type what I think.